和仕源在一起的日子：第597天
Okie, I’m so sleepy today. Didn’t really rest over the weekend. Saturday noon we bath Cookie and head for Hougang than I took a short nap, didn’t really sleep that well cuz there’s like so many thoughts running in my mind.
I managed to sleep quite well on Friday night though, whereas Darling had insomnia. Haha. Finally his turn to have sleepless night!
He’s got lotsa thoughts running through his mind too. It’s quite a confusing week for us. But I guess for him, it’s more or less firm. I’m happy, but at the same time sad. Cuz he might be traveling pretty often soon, max of 3 months. I cannot imagine!!!
Sobs.
1 week is still alright, 2 weeks a tad long, 4 weeks is really long and 3 months is….
Sobs Sobs Sobs.
I dunno how am I gonna get use to it. Darling’s always been around for me all these while, for the past years we have been together, he’s never ever left me for more then 24 hours. He’s always there for me, always there to give me a hug when I need one, his shoulder is always there for me to lean on. He’s always there to listen to me when I need someone to pour out frustrations, he’s always there for me after work and we will be together all the time.
But now, I have to live my life without him, though it’s temporary and there’s intervals in between, but I can expect that he’ll travel quite frequently.
Sobs. Haiz.
But it’s for a better future. I know. We both know, it’s not easy for him too, but I guess it’s even harder for me. 3 months is just so DAMN LONG!!!
I ask Darling what if he likes someone else??? Just that the poor gal, who’s hubby went overseas often and fell in love with someone else.
Darling wants me to have confident in him. I guess I will. He told me my support is very important to him, he wants me to support him. I will Darling. I’ll always support you, but it will just take a little bit of time to get use to you not being around at times.
And I can go and join him at times too.
He can also come back in between his trips, but it’s not easy to travel to and fro and not cost-effective either.
Sobs. Despite me telling myself all these, I’m still sad.
I’m already feeling so sad now and tearing whenever I think of it. Cannot imagine the day when I send him to the airport.
Sobs.
But I’m happy for him and us.
And now, it’s just me. Waiting for the status to be confirm, which will be today.
We went for steamboat with ZG and Ashley on Saturday night, the one at Katong - Paradise on Earth, 天府. The one that Kenneth recommended, is also the one that ZG they all went before. It’s not too bad, we had the tom yum and satay as recommended by Kenneth, but the satay one not very nice leh. Cuz abit too sweet, not very tasty.
One thing is, the buffet is like ala carte, so you order and the staff will send the food to you. We dun have to self-service.
Think it’s around $20++ per pax. Overall alrights, not really super fantastic. But the food seems like quite fresh, and it’s serve nicely on plate. There’s golden mushrooms too. Hoho.
That’s the most important thing.
We wanted to catch the 9.30pm Sex is Zero, we didn’t call to book tix cuz we didn’t expect a full seating. We chop chop finish our food at around 9pm, wanted to catch the 9.30 cuz the next timing will be 12am, abit too late. So we rush and went down, but alas, ZG lost his way on the roads and we were late. Haha. And anyway, there wasn’t anymore seats too. Left those single seats or front row seats.
Tried SuperHero but no more good seats too.
And Sex is Zero for 12am only have front row seats too! My god. Haha. So we watched Superhero instead.
Both are movies that I would like to watch, so not so bad. But didn’t expect Sex is Zero to be so popular. The part 1 is really nice.
Go watch it!
Superhero was alright, I think just 5/10 or 6/10? Disappointing cuz there’s alot of censored scenes! It’s so abrupt. Like it’s supposed to be the big O and suddenly it just cut and move on to another scene, too sudden and abrupt. I wonder why is that so? Dun think there’s any R21 scenes but why?
It’s kinda short after the censoring and all, only around 1hr+, so kinda disappointing. There’s stuffs to laugh about though, just the censoring is too much.
And one note, dun leave when the show’s ended, there’s some more scenes right behind.
I wanna watch Get Smart! I crave for comedies these days, guess I want some more laughter in my life.
Head for home after movie, we got home around 2 plus, quite tired by then. Bath and doze off after awhile. Darling’s turn to sleep soundly and me toss and turn cuz he’s already made up his mind, or rather sort of made up his mind.
We woke up at around 1pm, or in fact I woke up at around 12.15pm. Darling’s a PIGGY!!! Had lunch and after which I took a short nap again. Haha.
We only had our lunch at around 2 plus 3, cuz the gas at home run out and we had to wait for aunty to come back.
There was a lizard massacre, or in fact not massacre lah, cuz it’s only 1 lizard. Haha. It fell on aunty’s hands while she was trying to take out the gas thingy and she shrieked. So scary. I have never ever hit a lizard the whole of my life.
Darling grabbed a newspaper and hit on the lizard. Argh. So gross!!!
And I think the tail fell off to dunno where. So disgusting. And I refused to drink the milo on the table cuz it feels so yeeky. Haha. Dun think the tail would have fall in there, but still. It’s like a mind thingy. Haha.
After the lizard thingy, we settled down and had our lunch.
Move out for KTV at around 6pm. Went to the Top One KTV. They have TVCs but mostly at nights. Everytime we see that ad or we think of Top One we will link to that ad and we will laugh out loud. Haha. Cuz there’s this gal who danced real… Haha.
It’s like engraved in our minds already.
She’s so funny.
Anyway, the KTV’s quite nice. There’s this free mini pot for each of us, which taste quite good + free flow drinks for the 5 hours, from 6.45pm to 11.45pm. But the drinks are like syrup kind, orange, lychee blah blah. There’s green tea too, but I dun like. So it’s syrup for me.
The sound system and everything is pretty good, plus it’s new so it’s definitely better than KBox. One thing I dun really like will the songs selection I guess. Cuz it’s not via remote, there’s this computer thingy right at the side of the cushion, so you have to go over and select the songs etc…
But overall still alright. Costs a total of S$105.50 for 4 pax. Their English abit cannot make it though.
E.g. Ice-Cream > Ice-Ceram, Fruits > Fruite
And they have this glass thingy on their doors, there’s a note stating ‘the glass is fatigue’.
Faints. Haha. I think they meant fragile.
Singing session ended at around 1plus. Got home around 2am and Cookie went into one of her madness. Guess she miss us, we seldom get home that late on Sundays.
Told Darling if he’s away for 3 months, Cookie probably cannot recognize him liaos. Haha. He’s worried too. Haha. But think Cookie will not forget her Daddy.
Darling took a shower and waited for me to shower and finish my business and we went to bed.
Concuss.
Was supposed to meet QY on Friday, wanted to go Bugis and shop. But was too tired liaos, so I ended up back at AMK Hub. Bought a pair of heels and 2 dresses + 1 top. Shopped quite abit this month already, bought another 2 tops and 1 dress the other day.
Darling came and find me when I was just finishing with my purchase. Bought a nude bra too. Haha.
My first nude bra, feels abit weird cuz it’s like stick on to your breast. Mum asked if it’s safe to be wearing just that, cuz it seems flimsy. Haha. Like it will just fall off anytime. But I told her it should be alright. But those who are are super ‘big’ might have a problem, cuz too heavy liao. Haha.
She showed Dad and told him I bought the nude bra for her. Haha. Dad gave that kind of ‘are u mad’ face. Haha.
Cuz I’ve got quite abit of backless and low cut tops and dresses, the nude bra will come in handy.
I realize alot of gals these days are very daring in the way they dress.
I saw this girl or rather lady in the shop while I was paying for my merchandise. Her dress is like those cross front and kinda low cut and she’s wearing a black bra which is peeking out from her dress, I think she did it on purpose, cuz it’s really like one whole piece of bra peeking out, and she’s wearing those almost full cup kind. Maybe it’s meant to be sexy? But I think it’s not.
It’s like a tad unglam. I think there are ways to have your bra peeking out and yet looking good at the same time, but definitely not that way.
And it’s not easy to be able to do that too, so I prevent doing it, cuz I know I will look weird. Haha.
I still think the best is to keep bras and bra straps hidden.
I think Friday’s like a bra and boobs day.
We saw another malay girl who’s boobs are like bouncing off whatever thin piece of cloth that’s holding her boobs. She’s wearing this see through black cross chest thingy, super thin and it just overlapped her chest area, and she’s not wearing a bra. What’s covering her ‘vital areas’ will be just a very small and thin piece of cloth, just nice covering her nips and 90% of her boobs were unsupported and uncovered. Her boobs were threatening to spill out any moment.
I think her bf’s enjoying the scene, but then again, it’s like free show to the others too. All these should be kept home for private viewing mah.
We saw this new ad on tv too, for one of those private institution. Cannot take it. The ad is so…. cheap and low class!
It’s for this school which I shall not mention the name, but there’s like 4 different talents where one is complaining about unable to find a job despite many letters sent, one is like a typical super vain girl telling her friends the best way is to find a rich man and get married, and the other one say it’s better to find a job and then, the power one.
The last girl who’s like got those high pitch voice, super vain look with a super disgusting hand gesture saying that she just graduated from this xxx school and managed to get a job immediately after her graduation. It’s just so yucks. Darling and I were so turn off by the ad.
Faints.
I dun understand, since you are gonna spend a bomb buying the air-time and everything for the ad, why not spend a little more money to produce quality ads? But perhaps there will be people who will be attracted to that ad.
There’s this guy, Dragongate in my Friendster list, added him long long time ago, and I actually dunno him. He’s just on my friends’ list. But anyway I just deleted him away and will be clearing my friendster list too. Actually, long long time back I had some queries about this Dragongate guy, cuz the pics in his profile will be all those celebs and super sexy babes that kind. I showed Darling and I told him I suspected this guy is a big fraud, pretending to someone he isn’t. He claims to be somebody in the advertising and is sick of girls requesting to add him and be his friends, but actually these gals only want BENEFITS from him. Well.
I can’t comment cuz I dunno him at all, we dun even talk, he’s just existing on my list.
And guess what? Darling showed me the 晚報 yesterday and there’s this article about this Dragongate guy. He’s really a fraud!!! It’s stated in the papers that he claimed to be ex-bf’s of Fiona Xie and others but he’s actually not! They actually dunno him at all, and Quan Yi Feng say he’s like maybe one of those ‘extras’ only.
Yeeks. Disgusting fellow. I think he appeared on the papers cuz a girl reported him or something, of cheating her money. Think she became his gf and lend him some $ and he didn’t return or something.
But well, I hate people who are so FAKE. Know means know, dunno means dunno. Think comparing him with Steven Lim, SL is a better person at least he’s real.
So girls, if there’s this Dragongate guy who wants to add you on friendster, be careful!!! In fact, just be careful who you add and who you talk to online and the social networking sites. There’s wolves out to prey on gals!!!
Learn to protect yourself.
Worried Darling be out of town when we have to choose our unit. I hope not. Keeps fingers cross. Think wun be so ‘lucky’.
Hope so.
Some photos of Baby and Daddy.
Baby Sleeping
Daddy & Baby Sleeping
Cookie’s actually resting her butt and putting her weight on Darling’s shoulders. Not that she’s very heavy lah. Haha. But that’s how she is. Like little princess. Sometimes she will just take over the whole pillow and we gotta sleep without pillow. Haha.
Jia You!!!
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